You make your own luck.

Fate. " The supposed force, principle, or power that predetermines events."
Do we have our own destinys or can we decide our own fate? I would prefer the latter. I wish i could go back and change the past, i have hurt so many people and made so many mistakes. To think, now could be so different, if i had left well alone. Like in Sliding Doors, oooh i wish i could see my liufe like that. Had emotionally wearing day yesterday, just glad that i didnt cry self to sleep. I was sorting out my big drawer, and i kept finding thing that reminded me of the past, when things were differant, but not better. Sweet sweet man. I just got really upset and was reading a book (from my childhood) and sobbing. Now i think of it, v.surreal.

On Tuesday, well it was the 28th, what day was that???? I was having v.random tym. Scaring Jack (<3) wiv txts. I did hopscotch up (and down) stairs, it was actually incredible. Then, somehow, i got melted choc on my boob, nd it was really hard to lick off (wot else was i supposed to do!) and i had a bf (bitch fit) cos mum wuldnt give me paper, and i do believe in fairies! i do! i do! then had xmas songs in head, sang mark to sleep with gta (grand theft auto) version of the first noel and also did a pretty good away in a manger. then i found a small darlek who talked sweet muffins to me. then i slept in a river of knives. apparently, i had to hide cos i wud melt because moomins hate hermoine.

But tbh, i hate her.