Saturday, 26 December 2009

Tbh, not quite sure wot passive-aggressiveness is, so i shouldnt call my mum it.

Since sunday i have been having nightmares, all the worst things i cud imagine, the things im scared of and hate all at once. It is draining. Night before christmas i hardly slept, and each night i wake up crying. Need someone to look out for me, worked out who because of when the bad dreams started.

I have hurt my bad knee, i was kicked in the feet, then they bent the wrong way, nd fell on my bad knee. Now im using a walking stick :( soooo frustrating, now there are pains up nd down my leg. Lets just dope myself up on parcetamol. Drugged up as much as poss.

Hormones sucks> spent the morning crying. Wuldnt be as bad, but im treated as if im worthless.

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