I tried to write about it, bear with me guys

"I let the pain engulf me, sharp, crippling pain crashed over me like angry waves, drowning, smothering me. Half-crazed sobs rack my body. The room is bright, but im in the dark, screaming silently, wishing it wud end. I take deep breaths, calming myself down and let the tears subside and the sadistic wishes fade away. I ache and i feel so very sore.
It is gone as quickly as it came"