Busy busy busy, painted and managed to get paint splatters al over my arms, chest, face, hair and knees. Also on my fav pjammies-my simpsons ones, so i took it off nd painted in my underwear. wud of done it naked but sophie was walkiing around.
I'm painting.... And i'm naked!!!!
I havent even had a chance to eat any cheesecake or those dodgy cookie rocks i made which are rather scrumptious. Messing about on the new (for me) powerpoint. I make powerpoints of cute ppl, lyk Ed Westwick nd Bradley James (they're so lush!!!) nd cats cats cats.
Slept rd Nikki's thursday nyt, twas awesum, we learnt things too- dnt take the piss outta ppl- its mean. Talkin' lyk pirates. Took loadsa awesome pics which looked amazing. Went bed/ sleep bout 3ish. We watched Charlie nd the chocolate factory (made us hungry), Shrek 3- which i hadnt seen b4, nd i can really relate to Donkey- Annoying, talkative nd an ass. Then we watched Moulin Rouge, i didnt notice the tears rolling down my cheeks at first, such a sad film. Had a little magical dwinky ;)))) In the morning watched Atonement- cried a wee bit at Dunkirk bit. I curled Nikki's hair nd she looked gorgeous- as she is :D nd i had straight hair.Then i saw Jack- ate supernoodles.
Kiss kiss bang bang <3
I must learn to keep my mouth shut- so i dont hurt ppl. Make, break- hate it soooo much, im soo weak. Take it tooo far.But then, im too nice nd forgiving- then im in a big shitty hole with no ladder, not literally speaking obviously.
My thighs hurt lyk pure fuck. So i listen to David Bowie. This mornign i kept crying for no reasons- i was just so so sad. It was so random nd depressing- nd i wud lyk to think im happier now overall. then i bleed. nd i didnt even touch my wrists, i dnt think so.
Half cat scratches . Half my own bloody doing.
I may go into a depressed hibernation.
I hav to go now, going to farm- which is a great place to startr.
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ily amizzys :P your posts always make me laugh and smile :)
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