Someone once told me. 'Breasts. Because you can't motorboat a personality' . I ran away....

Boxing wasnt as good without Danny. But i think i'm actually becoming so much fitter, which is great. Wish i cud hit as hard as guys can, tho there was one lady... Then Jack slept rd, twas fun- can't remember wot we did tho, it was a very long tym ago. LMAO :D friday, woke Jack up v.early, oh dear, went shop to buy milk (MILK :O) Luke randomly turned up during lunch, took ages to decide on party outfit.i make an awesum cadet, just ask Jack, Luke, Jack, Will, Jack or Dan lol (: party was good, saw ppl havent seen in long time, Hetan, Harris, other dudes whose names i dnt kno but partay wiv lmao. wasnt exactly sure wot i was drinking tbh, Jack became addicted to the strongbow, i finally found some barcardi breezer! was v.happy- but it turned out to be whiskey- 4% to 40% lol- sooo disappointing, taing a swig of it didnt help either. i am such a lightweight, grrrr. trampaline was funny, it hurt abit. cant remember wot tym went to bed, the lights were crazy, made u feel lyk u were in a stroke. there was neonness, old dude dancing all nyt long wiv strpey neon face paint- vair nice lol.

"It's like catching lightening the chances of finding someone like you, it's one in a million the chances of feeling the way we do...."

Being in love.
Makes me so happy. There is no feeling like it.
For you see, each day I love you more
Today more than yesterday and less than tomorrow.
I love spending time with you.
I love being with you.
I love the way you are when you're with me.
I love the way you look- you're so gorgeous.

I love you.

"The greatest thing you'll ever know, is just to love. And be loved in return."

:D <3

The new moon soundtrack kinda sucks....

Today has kinda sucked. Spent the morning, well, thats none of ur business lol. nearly gone run over on way to shop to buy eggs for my baking. made amazing massive yummy choc cakes, gna personlise them nd ice them l8r. then me nd jess had gr8 convo :D
basically, i got my willy Rupert removed nd in a jar, however sumtyms he gets lonely- so i buy him rubber duckies WOAH :) jess's penis is called fred, he's lyk 12 inches NO JOKES ;) nd yes, jars r very very sexy indeed... plus, last nyt, we ttly say each others cakes (muffins lol) we take inbred luv to a whole new level XD

SLOSH IS THE NEW PISS_Because ur worth it

PHAAA :D

ILY JESS L.L <3

EXACTLY HIS BRAND OF HEROIN <3

Role Models is a gr8 film, one of my new fav films. Makes me wna love kiss nd do laire :D dressed as kiss... i wud be the kitty one lol. luvin Seann William Scott (aka The Stifler nd Wheeler)

sitting in a tree. ringing a bell.... NOT ME AT ALL :/

"do u kiss ur mother with that mouth?"
"no i kiss UR mother with this mouth!"
LMAO rock on! ;)

the most embarassing thing i hav ever had to buy so far wud be a sports bra. guys work in the shop- nd u hav to ask them to get u a changing room- nd one person i culkdnt tell if boy or girl- had to take a risk.then the changing rooms, tiny doors that i can see above nd go up above my ankles then there is mirror on oopsite wall. v.stupid nd embarassing if ur trying on yano, bras D:

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25 days to go <3

When you can live forever?
What do you live for?
:)

Im obssessed lol. But i dnt want a cure....
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i dnt understand final fantasy, trying tor ead a book bout it today, nd i was lyk wth? mb i shud do work experience in gamestation, but then agen, wuldnt be able to get there. it doesn make sense, they dnt even hav an idiots guide so how am i supposed to understand.

DNT GET MAD. GET EVEN. OR YOU CUD EVEN GET A SPRAY TAN.

i hav no idea wot im gna blog bout. errr... not much happened today. me nd nikki finally woke up, i was v.tired from this morning/last nyt. turns out, my leg was on nikki last nyt lol. we made our own quiz on fb, gossip girl ofc!! twas awesum, i hav made nikki start saying twas too lol, lyk on pacman earlier, we became addicted nd i nearly beat her high score. watched wizards of waverly places, justin is quite fit wen he has edward cullen shades nd a trilby on lol. quite gorgey indeed. then he takes them off. oh. oh dear. when market harborough- bought some jeans nd a tshirt, didnt get the amazing coat cos my 'critics' didnt lyk it. so they picked out a disgusting leather one. lol.

depressed a bit. really miss him :(

Hello kitty pants can be uncomfortable, look into it japan!!

it half 1 in the morning, beside me, leaning on my leg (is kinda annoying) is my gd m8 nikki :) i am talking to the most awesum liam on msn :) have been for a long tym. i love him cos he made me into a vampire (nd also cos he compliements me lyk no welshman cancancancancan), i also love photoshop :D this has been a gd sleepova. im not gna go into detail LMAO liam aint gna stop talking or im gna commit n orange juice suicide, too much need to slosh- damn it liam!!! all ur fault lol (once not twice) reading midight sun, i love vampires.

I AM A VAMPIRE :

plus, ur taking me shopping for my bday, u kno me too well lol cookies...

i think we've been talking way too long

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NIKKI :D ILY XXXXXXXXx

at nikki's house- atm she has a lizard in her cleavage (lyk ttly sed Cameron) we are watching moulin rouge Zoe has never seen it be4, COME WHAT MAY............ I WILL LOVE YOU UNTIL THE END OF TIME.............. woop woop! played on the wii fit- hula hoop (: Cameron did it well sexily, Nikki was kinda penquin lyk. PENQUIN LYK GET OVER IT :D the sun came out nd me nd Cameron sunbathed- twas kinda sexual ;) ate cake- white choc icing nd belgian choc, was soooo yummy!! we thankyoo Cameron babe!!! v.sickly nd chocolatey yano. then started watching the sexy film about lurrrrveee. i didnt kno u cud order pizza via the web :O just waiting for it to arrive, Cameron had the most disturbing toppings- tuna, tandorri chicken nd smoky bacon :S then dressed up pudsey sexily- wand penis :/ LMAO

now its just me nd nikki, sitting on her bed, shivering wiv excitement about our plans. we are going to run off next summer with lots of welsh guys to party hard- im not kidding. :D morning nd evenings on the beach, we dnt hav to pay for everything!!! yeeeeeaaaaayyyyy getting 'lampshaded' wooo! discoing nd shit lol...

nikki prefers moulin rouge to chicago, omg! lol, team edward all the way... Tom gave us prawn crackers then there was crumbs down my cleavage.

TRACTRAWR!!!!!

Guess whos bak in the libary? i mean, its not lyk mum lets me on at home- let alone for fun >:( english v.funny, made Cameron finally understand bout Mr Lady Man nd the Din---SAWR :D had an ok week, tuesday was good, all the lil gymnastics girls misssed me- i got quite a few hugs lol. cadets was good, but i think i need to work on my hand-eye condination, plus, i wasnt expecting to be remembered. (shame i culdnt remember his name, oh dear...) made a new friend Katie :) wednesday was awesum, once i was finally awake nd understood wot was going (minibus!) it was gr8, listened to music nd ate HAribo wiv Chloe for trip there, went to Castle Vale nd Aston- i was the sexy sheet lady, Mr Moore's side kick. we were lyk batman nd robin- without the masks and capes- though tat wud of been awesum. the funny window made my head look MASSIVE it was lyk WOAHHHH yano. luke was v.mean, didnt want to share his warmth (i was v.cold lol) but i got revenge l8r- he got too hot. then we had lunch, i had a mcdonalds- happy meal- hamburger nd fries nd milkshake nd luke explained bout my bat toy (which broke wen i got home) honestly, i was gna make out with it lyk in that twilight piss-take on smosh.com. then i went shopping- bought an amazing hello kitty necklace (i actually love hello kitty) nd some other bits. cos it was a girlie shop, me nd chloe lost luke nd we (i mean, i) thought he had died or summat. it was all v.crazy. jake shud of shared his fries... i want more milkshake..... i spent the rest of lunch looking for maoo-waaaamss( not sure on spellings) nd my search drove chloe insane, tho i was tempted (nd distracted) by a big bag of doritos. yummy. RAWR. i never realised that i had been to birmingham before, i recognised it- i had been to the sealife centre nd there was a place tat did amazing pizza- which places it was i culdnt remember. how cudi of been to birming ham nd not realised? i truely give the term 'retard' a whole new meaning. i love my boots. study session wiv jack after school, jack hates potatoes yano ;) he really really does. thursday was alryt. boxing was gd, especially on my own on the punch bag, i do sooo much better on the bag than on the pads. i think my boobs hav grown lots- everytime i get kissed. pizza was yummy, nd i ate some in the bath (luckily i didnt drop any) today french made me fink bad thoughts (actually it started in science, thanks for that Cameron) its not fair :(

i have half a kitkat chunky in my pocket.

158 days <3

2 weeks til my birthday

1 week til the halloween party (need to sort outfit)

ILY Jack Norrish :)

But actually, i also love Robert , cos he gave me moneys :) T-shirts Nikki tshirts....

Even the good can be a curse.....

It's 10 past 8 in the morning, i shud be doing my r.e hw, but i wna blog soooo yano. i always look so shitty in the morning, i hav quite chubby cheeks :/

yesterday i started reading breaking dawn again, omgosh, i forgot how much i bloomin love it!

i shud probs go...

RAWR X

You've made ur bed (so sleep in it)- You me at six <3

Had a lie in today after a very disturbing dream and another annoying one- Noel Fieling got his photo taken with Mark and not wiv me. Mum wrote down what i saying in a my sleep (rachels hurt her hair, will u chase her wiv me? chairs....) I dnt lyk pizza crust wiv cheese filling in it, had soem last nyt- it was horrible, but the actual pizza was nice. gosh, jared leto is rather gorgey. i'm bumming over You me at six :) nd mcr's vampires dnt hurt you- nd i dnt lyk tat one just cos it mentions vampires lol. recently, i aint really felt lyk eating, didnt survive on much yesterday, until i was forced to have a mcdonalds :/ hehe (camp for guys rob.... lol)then there were the supernoodles. yesterday i kept getting reminders of sum1, makes ya a bit sad yano.

SUPER KWL WIV KNOBS ON XD

(btw for future notice, the bus incident really hurt- espeically my ankle Cameron dn Jack. nd i was not reading the skater's txts- was kinda intersting tho)

Why does everyone love my robot socks?

Slept round emmas last nyt 'stupid is a mean word'!!!!!!!! :D love confessions of a shopaholic- such a gr8 film. Dnt fink i shud be hairdresser after all- i suck at straightening hair. This morning i curled my hair nd emma did hers. Watched awesum tv show where cats played drums nd guitars- really want a pet tiger cub. Went to cinema wiv Cameron, Jack nd Luke. The invention of lying is awesum. had best popcorn eva, feeding each other it nd minstrels. evillll guy didnt fink we were 15 >:(

Cameron says 'if it aint rough it isnt fun'

Oreo milkshakeeeee is delicious :)

SwEATY MAN NIPPLES.... (Jack ;))

Have McCoys waiting in bed for me :) such a fatty lol

Mum made me extra brekky this morning, felt really sick- walked around garden in rain eating the coco pops. Ran to skl, me nd Zoe no get hair wet! Me nd Will r ict buddies (: Maths sucked, how come i have no dententions so far- then get two in two days?! Hardly saw Nikki today :( nd i cant txt her cos my texts aint working :( Dentention and music lesson took up entire lunch, had a few minutes spare to see jack- nd tat was bout it. I had no idea we had french vocab. Cant wait for geog trip to birmingham nxt week :)

Got very scared (by luke) earlier- i screamed and fell over into flowers LMAO. Me nd Emma boxing soo funny, its lyk getting fit nd gossiping at same time! genius! my shoulder really hurts, nd my knee hurts (bruise from spinning)

Alcohol is a depressant.

Drama studios are fun. Did my proudest achievement- spun around for 15 or 10 consequetive minutes. Only stopped when i fell over, one time i flew across the floor and it really hurt. I may of bruised my knee. Very fun tho. I am such a crap actor, nd Nikki nd Cameron are so amazing. But i hav spinning talents. I cud go on bout swimming for ages but it wud be silly. Art galleries make you feel intelligent.

equality. yeah, right.

so i got harassed. yay. adds to the gr8ness that was today. its sooo unfair, just ebcause i was on my own, and a girl. hate it that girls have to be more careful. so scared ended up walking on road (rush hour) to get home. but hey! at leastr now im even more screwed up, wary walking in daylight now. not just the dark.

today was fucking stupid.

TEAM EDWARD <3

1. Did you have a good day?
-maybe. nearly fell sleep in maths.
2. What are you wearing?
-in detail, amazing black boots, turqoise leggings, spotty grey socks,grey vest, bra (obv :P, silver belt, hello kitty pants, checked skirt (new one!! :D), hello kitty necklace.
3. What are you listening to?
-high school musical, breaking free. next is right here in my arms by HIM.
4. Whats the most random thing you've ever done?
-ran down my road in just spongebob nighty holding a cat, or maybe it was befrieding cars.... oh there r soo many
5. Whats the most scariest thing thats ever happened?
- there was this massive spider lyk a hand nd it smelt my fear, vvvvvv.scary
6. Do you believe in true love?
- yes, definately, i mena, i do now, didnt before
7. What is romance to you?
-just random, spontaneous gestures. they are the best thing ever (except for hello kitty)
8. ot any plans for later?
- hopefully im going atc, which isnt tat gd co steven sed he myt not be there or summat grrrr. nd my outfit aint approiate
7. Anything else to say?
- yes, im sooo happy for jess (its about tym i say!! ILY)

My head is hurting, i have like an almost constant migraine. fuking sucks. Nikki is such a gr8 m8, i need to sort it out. Started making plans for my bday, yeee!!!

25 DAYS.........

Okay then. Here we go.....

At least two other people are blogging, i.e Rob nd Will. I love blogging, it's somthing i have to do whenever i log onto a computer, problem is, i cannot seem to get my shallow mind around to the deep stuff (unlike others). Am i shallow? Probably. I fink my problems are the worst in the world (actually, i wud call that selfish)when other people are going through so much worse. My usual problems are arrrgh my fringe has gone spazzy!!! why hasnt he called? nd i look fat in this top! I'm a girl, nd i definately am shallow. Ihave made myself ill because i miss sum1, how bloody sad is that. Somehow, i hav becopme addicted to lying, just little white lies, that dnt mean anything, but i feel smug that i know tat ni can sometimes. I use to believe i wanst selifhs, but i am, and a martyer too. hypocrictical at times.

I have become one of those women in books. Something i had never thought i wud be. My whole future has changed, my beliefs nd everything, its lyk a chain reaction. I never wud of thought one person cud make me soooo happy yet sooo sad without realising it. im so sad. I can work out wen it first changed, but im not going to go into that.

If i cud write a blog for a living i so wud. wish i cud. make life sooo easy.

today- spent morning reading nd watching hannah montanna, wizards of waverly place, hollyoaks nd 90210. i can kinda relate to newt, but that jay fairy goth girl was kinda scary. loved her hair tho. feel ill, proobaly wwithdrawal symptyms, stew nd dumplings helped.. now i feel fat. huge in fact. played poo with mark, i was winning until i potted the blck (oopsie). played james bond last nyt- shooting masked evil ppl is fun.

Whole again. These lyrics are so true.

If you see me walking down the street,
staring at the sky and dragging my two feet
you just pass me by
It still makes me cry
you can make me whole again.

if you see with another guy
laughing and joking trying to get by
I wont put you down
coz I want you around
you can make me whole again.

Looking back on where we first met,
I can not escape and I can not forget,
baby you are the one
you can do no wrong,
you can make me whole again.

Time is layin heavy on my heart
seems I've got too much of it since we've been apart,
my friends make me smile if only for while,
you can make me whole again.

Looking back on where we first met,
I can not escape and I can not forget,
baby you are the one
you can do no wrong,
you can make me whole again.

For now I'll have to wait,
but baby, if you change your mind
don't be too late,
'cos I just can't go on,
its already been too long,
but you can make me whole again.

Looking back on where we first met,
I can not escape and I can not forget,
baby you are the one
you can do no wrong,
you can make me whole again.

ooh

Looking back on where we first met,
I can not escape and I can not forget,
baby you are the one
you can do no wrong,
you can make me whole again.

baby your the one,
you can do no wrong,
you can make me whole again

IM GNA START ALL OVER :D

Yesterday (apart from the end) was the best. Hung out with Luke, Jack nd Will most of day. I suck at guitar hero, not that tats new news. Connor nd Matt were there too. Fed everyone white choclate nd got fed it in return. Cookies (not milk!!!) int he park. I wish i understood boy's jokes yano. It was a small fit on matts bed wiv the guys, plus the pain wen i was jumped on. bit of a squish.
then i went to pizza hut, yummy pizza nd priteroles wiv Laura ma new good buddy. Saw ppl from skl (Mitchell nd Dane)and went pervy in toilets. went back to hers nd went crazy on msn.

finding new music
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today is quite boring apart from phone from rob nd fb.

Mieow. My day.

Woke up. Ate chocolate mousse.

Its not my fault i culdnt locate Spain, i never said i had amazing map reading skills! NEVER!!!!! so one time in geography i wondering wot that place was, turns out it was wales...... CAnt remember wot happened at break. Joseph is an excellant art buddy. Gave myself concussion in science, me nd josh were 'self-harming', i.e banging heads against table. hard. nd slapping ourselves as hard as we cud. soooo funny. funnest self harm ever :D joookeeessssssssss. Nd i had freaky eyes apparently... :S I fink i was hyper at lunch, until Garegg headbutted me realli hard nd it realli hurt :( Cameron was hyper too, i bought him a desert. (: Wish Rob had done P.E, it was quite boring wivout him, tho lots of ppl wanted to talk to me, but there were times wen i was lyk who am i? wot am i doing here? where are my clothes? ;) Badminton- i haz awesum skills. We thrashed Cheri-ann, but we did use mind games, she thinks i shud play for the olympics, so i replied "i have sex for the olympics darling". Fell over nd apparently everyone saw :0 i was hyper then too. failed to hit the shuttlecock a few times, i am fit referee :) nd gr8 table tennis player...... lol.
home. ate lots of choc ices. went crazy wiv machine at libary. kitkat chunky... :D home. ate some more choc ices. now i only hav one left in the box, where did they all go? :( read loads nd watched scrubs, wot dance was tat? i shud ask dan nd will. Ravoli for tea, it was yummy. I need to stop talking bout food now. I have a new colour mood, but i aint telling no1 wot it is... except for one special really smexy person (guess who? lmao) Jack, when you read this, please call me :) if i u do, i will gossip wiv you....

GOSSIP GIRL IN LESS THAN AN HOUR!!!!!!!!!
<3>

America will not yield.

Im so awesum i taught myself to play dead nd roll over. Mum wasnt impressed, so ate yogurt. I eat too many choc ices. But they are soooo yummy........ I am gna see wot ATC is lyk, nd if not i will say screw yoooooo! Nd then i may talk to my oracle (the one nd only Rob). Crazy crazy so popular lots of txts, my crap drawing of a shoe. Supposedlby.

Rugby is a funny sport. Men grabbing each other, tho not allowed to grope (i learnt fings). There are tries nd u kick the balls nd it hurts wen the big beefy guys come at yoo. SO HENCH. Lyk wen me nd Hannah were sitting then the ball came nd the henchness, it was so scary, near death experience. Because of me the team won!!! Yes, im taking all the credit, why the hell not? I didnt kno whose gum shield box it was, but now i do! Connor was cruel, i didnt kno he wasnt gna not throw the ball :/ I wanted to keep that ball, but he stole it. Rugby is painful. Nd dirty. I wud be worried bout my hair if i played. Tho i shud ttly be a coach. I have the best tactics. If i played- i wud do it naked nd distract all the hench guys nd i wud win (bouncy bouncy!). There was a tiny guy playing, he wud of gotten squished. Jack was the fittest player there. I love him, wish i cud show him how much.

Why is there smoke everywhere?
Something is on fire.
Me?
House?
Sofa?
Better not be the choc ices....

I feel sick.

How could people actually do this? Do they have no hearts? HAv they no morals?

I was happy. Now im feel sick. Im so upset. What i wud give to make things ryt.

What makes it worse is that they cud do better, moral, more practical tests that wud be more useful nd work better. Using cells nd technology nd dead bodies.

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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FCef3FCv1U8&feature=related

I feel ill.

In the mood to get drunk. Pronto.

Im in a dancing mood. I could so party given the chance. In other words, im hyper.

Choc ice hyper. Dortio hyper. HYper cos i just saw a shooting star hyper.

Blue, Red. Yellow.

IM NOT A DOG..

(she begs to differ)

Bipolar.

Cameron sed ages ago tat i was bipolar. nd fb quiz sed so too. they r sooo conspiracing against me. the description does kinda fit me tho, lmao. started doing my h.w today. goddamn cloning. then the cat stole my yogurt. i crave bacon sarnies. i am pissed off at me.

i wna get hyper.

i feel really weird.

high?

probably. anyfin is possible if ur me. ha.

i smile because i hav no idea wot is going on- tat is my life mantra

i want a choc ice.

The Jerk :D

Pingu was on computer. Tv was on silent, Ricky Gervais was on. Looked lyk he was talking lyk pingu, hilarious wen he started pretending to um, do stuff. Soooo funny. Woke up wiv cat attacking my ankles nd then the other asleep on my legs then my neck- tat kinda hurt. I love milkshake. Why do ppl always throw my milkshakes in bushs? wow. pizza in a cup. Heard the caretaker playing his bagpipes earlier. well, at least, someone was. Today was fun, interesting too....

Not again.

Hurt my hand agen. the only gd fing bout it is tat its my left hand, not my ryt. i was making cakes, nd was gna put in broken up chocolate, so started hitting sed chocolate wiv rolling pin. guess wot happened nxt? yep, my hand got in the way. i was v.angry so hit very hard. im now in bandage. again. its swollen nd v.painful. i can barely type. but the show must go on.

i am loving hsm atm, nd madina lake (from them, through us, to you), aiden nd 30 seconds to mars. nd i was also listening to girls aloud last nyt walked around singing "shudda known, shudda cared, shud hung around the kitchen in my underwear" i shud actually do tat.

last nyt. v.interesting.

my past has come back to haunt me. well, u cud say tat. its very confusing. i just cant seem to help it. i need some sense slapping into me, cos cameron's slaps in english didnt work.

y cant i control my heart? i cnt even control my head!!!!!!!!!