Okay then. Here we go.....

At least two other people are blogging, i.e Rob nd Will. I love blogging, it's somthing i have to do whenever i log onto a computer, problem is, i cannot seem to get my shallow mind around to the deep stuff (unlike others). Am i shallow? Probably. I fink my problems are the worst in the world (actually, i wud call that selfish)when other people are going through so much worse. My usual problems are arrrgh my fringe has gone spazzy!!! why hasnt he called? nd i look fat in this top! I'm a girl, nd i definately am shallow. Ihave made myself ill because i miss sum1, how bloody sad is that. Somehow, i hav becopme addicted to lying, just little white lies, that dnt mean anything, but i feel smug that i know tat ni can sometimes. I use to believe i wanst selifhs, but i am, and a martyer too. hypocrictical at times.

I have become one of those women in books. Something i had never thought i wud be. My whole future has changed, my beliefs nd everything, its lyk a chain reaction. I never wud of thought one person cud make me soooo happy yet sooo sad without realising it. im so sad. I can work out wen it first changed, but im not going to go into that.

If i cud write a blog for a living i so wud. wish i cud. make life sooo easy.

today- spent morning reading nd watching hannah montanna, wizards of waverly place, hollyoaks nd 90210. i can kinda relate to newt, but that jay fairy goth girl was kinda scary. loved her hair tho. feel ill, proobaly wwithdrawal symptyms, stew nd dumplings helped.. now i feel fat. huge in fact. played poo with mark, i was winning until i potted the blck (oopsie). played james bond last nyt- shooting masked evil ppl is fun.