Manbearpig.

In case you hadn't already discovered, i have a new blog, but if you don't like it, don't tell me. just don't read it, i'm not forcing anyone... 'cept my stalker cos she's seexy :D

Look on my facebook for the link, because i'm too lazy xx

TRACTORS....

I'm being pulled in lots of differant directions.... though no literally cos that would be scary and probably quite painful.
Unless you're a stretchy man :D
Then it would just be a normal day in your stretchy life...

....Not sure where i'm going with this....

I guess i'm gonna have to stop avoiding my problems, and do something about it :/ Though the confusion is so overwhelming. I wish it was much simplier.
I am becoming much like old me, and that isn't a good thing at all. Except it's worse this time. I have a conscience. I know how it feels to really hurt someone, to break a heart. To have your heart broken...

She's like a star

I want what i had a year ago, the trsust, the simplicity, the love and the happiness. Now i want the impossible.

One thing i do know is, i have more self control than i thought i did.

In P.E, good times and bad times. Bad times.. getting my bra nearly undone D: and then making my hip hurt more by running, though it was worth it, i kegged Cameron, so he chased me, don't think i kegged him real bad though, but some girls behind started squealing and saying 'eee i saw a gay guy's...' didn't know what they said or saw, i was too busy running.... for my life.
God Cam can run quite fast.
Good times would be doing my 2nd favourite sport with Nikki- perving :D YUMMY x

Never trust a man with more facial hair than Jazib, or like Will says, never trust Jazib.

You think i'm sick and twisted now? You haven't even seen my kitten porn...

SO LONG FELLOW PRINCESSES!!!

BL.

Totally addicted to bass :)

I don't know what i want anymore, except to be loved, and not get knocked down by a bus, something i'm finding increasingly hard.

R.e exam didn't go very well, firstly, i didnt make much effort because i thought it was a mock, it wasn't... Then one of the questions was 'who was a religious person who campaigned for peace' (well summat like that) i just simply put 'Dahli Lama, because he was a buddhist'
A* here i come....

Right, cross your arms, now try and cross them the other way, it feels wrong doesn't it? I discovered this earlier...

Nikki is an ICT keeno :D
NAh, i just love her to pieces and pieces <3

I love my nan nd uncle :D

They blackmailed me, let me go on computer now nd they wash up, all i have to do is support their campaign to watch corantion street later :D

We were all sitting at table, eating dominoes, then i get a packet of fags out
Me-Anyone got a lighter?
Nanna-I've told u, no smoking at the table!
Uncle-You shouldn't be smoking at your age, thought you were trying to quit.

This ain't a scene, it's an arms race.....?

I decided i wa sso cool in maths, because i could write 'Dead!" on the calculator like the MCR song (for all you r'tards out there....)

Jack got raped at lunch, both Jacks, Stevens and Norrish. I was in charge of gagging, it was MY scarf. I actually have that raping on film, Norrish's iphone.

Also at lunch, we decided that Abbi has extra mudkips up her um... chuff. All girls do, but Abbi has more and has to cork it up :D this made Emo boy v.happy, though i suppose it was the mudkips. A while was spent just saying mudkip.
Abbi, if you're reading this, see what you've done...

Blew up balloons earlier, after i had filled them with water to stretch them and got water everywhere, its funny watching yourself blow up balloons in the morning.

Just wanna say Happy Birthday to my lil brother Dougie :D

Dominoes for tea xD

My baby cat thought that smarties were munchies, so when he tried to eat them, i tipped them on him, then i put the box on his head and he balanced it like a pro :)Though i think he was asleep and just didnt give a shit.

Im happy cos my team edward top came yesterday :D i had a good weekend basically, 'cept when Jack's lil five year old niece came up to me and grabbed my boob and shouted 'boobie' and ran off. I was scared.

Put socks up sister's top for storage, HAHA SOCK HUNCHBACK!!!

Don't mix milkshake and actimel, vair vair digusting, yano what else is disgusting, JACK STEVENS LOST HIS VIRGINITY TO SAMUEL L. JACKSON!!!!!!!!!! :O
Someone call Heat magazine...

THATS WHAT SHE SAID= TWSS <3

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.... THE GAME......

The 16th of May

I have to pretend I'm okay, even though I'm not, I can't believe myself, I let myself just getting hurt, again and again. Leopards don't changed there spots, once a liar, always a liar. Selfish people dont change. He's been lying to so many people, it's disgusting Did I ever factor into the equation, I am so nothing, non-existent. I am so stupid. I was never good for anything, I would escape now, except for that I need to stay. I must hide my pain, just like I keep doing. I was so blind, so arrogant. I just wish I could have a bit of happiness come into my life.

I actually feel sick.

Maybe I'll stop crying soon.

I don't think I can do this any more. How come he gets everything, and I get nothing?
Life is just so unfair, and I can't stand it any more.

Don't see the point in blogging, most of my friends don't seem to trust me at the moment, they just think I'm a stupid slag :( I probably am.

There's more heartbreak soon. If you think of what's going to happen. Because I know that apparently I made you who you are now, a better person, that is not that nice, nor trustworthy. Because I know you settled for me, me not being the girl you wanted. Because I know you didn't really mean what you said, me being a in different country. I've got three different heartbreaks, that are all kind of the same, except one is the most painful.

I could try swearing off it, but it never works, I can't. How could I of gotten so far, yet so quickly gone back to where I was?

I'm kinda angry, very angry. I want to warn people but no one will believe me, how about you get yourselves hurt, then join my club.

Not sure how I'm going to cope, but I'll find a way, I don't have a choice really.