Life does go on

I thought i would be sad forever, i thought i would never get over him, how wrong could i of been? Time really is a healer.
I can't deny my feelings, because i can't help how i feel. But i'm not going to fight them, it's useless, so i'm just going to learn to live with them.
But i'm not gonna say i'm completely over him, him being my first love and all,but i'm in a good place. He can't hurt me anymore. All that's left is the little part of you that will always belong to your first love, or even just exes. I only have one issue left, but i think there's always going to be be a small scar on my pshye, but i've got worse ones, and i live with them, so i'll be okay.

I'm learing at the moment, to get what i can from life, my mottos are 'carpe diem' and you only live once.
I can honestly say i am scared of falling of falling in love again, sometimes i wish it would never happen. But it will, and scared as i am of getting hurt, i hope i won't, though knowing my luck, it wouldnt be suprising, i am a magnet for hurt.

I'm stronger now, but i still don't know what i want. But i'm not worried, who knows what will happen?

God, i need to stop thinking now, it kinda hurts.

Cameron is molesting my back with his foot, tis vair vair sexy.

Yesterday, this guy gave me evils, so i rubbed my tummy and whispered loudly 'they're onto us'... evils turned into quite scared.

Tea time was crazy with Camern and the fam, we went crazy, there was pepper everywhere... everywhere being mum's plate. Introduced CAmeron to Hothrag, watch out for that guys.

You smell like my fourth victim

Au revior me lovelies!