Someone was right, i do need to toughen up.

Best memory- the wholesome feeling of contentment and completeness i once had for a few hours on a beach in great yarmouth. i was 100% happy.

Worst memory- a time after cadets once.

Best dream- when i flew in primary school, it was very very realistic, i still sometimes wonder if it was real.

Worst nightmare- anything involving spiders

Weaknesses- huge consceinece. easy upset. low self esteem.

Strengths- protective over friends, confident (sometimes)

Would you...
die for a friend? yes
die for your crush/bf/gf? yes
die for your family? yes
ever kill yourself? only if it ment saving someone else
Kill someone else? only if it was a person who had done something obscene
If you had to choose- save your cat or save your enemy? cat :) lol
rather freeze or burn to death? burn
admit you love someone? yes, even though its a stupid thing to do
break the law or lie to save a friend? anytime

Have you ever...
cut yourself? yes
been in love? yes, once
thought about suicide? yes
hated someone so much you thought you would really kill them? yes ties in with the protectiveness
starved yourself? yes
forced yourself to cry? yes, until i was dry
forced yourself to throw up? once

Which is worse?
losing all your old memories or never being able to make new ones- never being able to make new ones, because its the future you shud think about, not the past if you have to choose.
being rejected by someone you love or having your feelings returned only...
to be dumped a month later- being rejected, at least you get one month of happiness, thats better than none
being raped or willingly having sex and later regretting it- being raped
having no emotions or only being happy once every couple of months- only being happy once every couple of months, cos i wuldnt mind having no emotions
losing all your friends on earth or never having found God- losing all your friends, duh
being dumped or dumping someone- being dumped
falling in love with an anime character or falling in love with a celebrity- celebrity, cos at least anime characters arent alive, they are just unreachable, like celebrities.
a friend moving away or losing touch with a friend who lives right near you- a friend moving away