You can't teach an old dog new tricks.

I felt too kwl earlier, so badass. Played tennis with fishnet gloves. I am bad in some ways. I crave affection, guys and all that crap, it's like an addiction,a drug, i just can't resist them and what they represent. Though today i was feeling kinda powerful, felt in control, but i know it's completely the oopsite. I am not in control.