Panic attack

I definately cant find my lyrics- i shud of practised :( then i wud not of lost them. that reminds me, i need to practise guitar, cos the guy scares me. i think im going to cry, the sugar aint helped.

:(

remembered my dream from last nyt, got shot in the chest, dyed slowly, it hurt, i remember the pain, the darkness. shud my dreams be this realistic? nd why cant i stop dreaming about dying every single nyt.